mood: insecure.

WOOO :DDD
watermelon lollipop is nice!
Thanks for choosing it for me!

i feel very bloody insecure.
after the talk.
yes, i do. T^T
Perhaps, its not just me anymore.
It seems to involve the people who practically are cold-blooded already.
I do not know what gets on our nerves.
Maybe its just the way your eyes don involve us except when you need us, or the way, you no longer seem to care. Or the way you give in to ... whenever ... wants, yet when we want it, you do not wish to give us. Or the constant pangseh-ness and the lies you continuosly give. Maybe its just the way you present it to us, or the way, you dun seem to want us anymore. Perhaps, its for reasons we cant comprehend, but just the feelings we have.
the insecure-ness is biting into me.



And, shihui, we mended our relationship, so lets not fall apart ever again. Minor quarrels, like the dance, shouldnt get into the way. its just contradicting views on the area of performing arts. No two persons have the exact same taste. So, it should never get into our way okay? Despite everything that has gone on, and going on, ILU !!<33333333333333333

tmr is exams, T^T so i shall go prep. bought a lot just now. ^^ so now i;m pretty cheerful :DDD retail therapy? it works.


haha. i should not get my hopes too high should i. hopes should never go higher than the way i have my hopes now, or even as high, or the fall wll be too terrible to even mend. My hopes plunged down this morning. cuz yea. but i'm sorta glad. haha. i mean, its lovely when your hopes just go down, and in your heart, you know it will slowly fade, instead of a straight plunge down to teary hell. perhaps rise here and there, but nothing as delightful or as exciting. but it would be a lot better. yes, it would, and i am thankful for it. but.. perhaps just one day, it would come true.

mood: insecure.

WOOO :DDD
watermelon lollipop is nice!
Thanks for choosing it for me!

i feel very bloody insecure.
after the talk.
yes, i do. T^T
Perhaps, its not just me anymore.
It seems to involve the people who practically are cold-blooded already.
I do not know what gets on our nerves.
Maybe its just the way your eyes don involve us except when you need us, or the way, you no longer seem to care. Or the way you give in to ... whenever ... wants, yet when we want it, you do not wish to give us. Or the constant pangseh-ness and the lies you continuosly give. Maybe its just the way you present it to us, or the way, you dun seem to want us anymore. Perhaps, its for reasons we cant comprehend, but just the feelings we have.
the insecure-ness is biting into me.



And, shihui, we mended our relationship, so lets not fall apart ever again. Minor quarrels, like the dance, shouldnt get into the way. its just contradicting views on the area of performing arts. No two persons have the exact same taste. So, it should never get into our way okay? Despite everything that has gone on, and going on, ILU !!<33333333333333333

tmr is exams, T^T so i shall go prep. bought a lot just now. ^^ so now i;m pretty cheerful :DDD retail therapy? it works.


haha. i should not get my hopes too high should i. hopes should never go higher than the way i have my hopes now, or even as high, or the fall wll be too terrible to even mend. My hopes plunged down this morning. cuz yea. but i'm sorta glad. haha. i mean, its lovely when your hopes just go down, and in your heart, you know it will slowly fade, instead of a straight plunge down to teary hell. perhaps rise here and there, but nothing as delightful or as exciting. but it would be a lot better. yes, it would, and i am thankful for it. but.. perhaps just one day, it would come true.