I am extremely happy. (: right
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20.4.08 @ 9:24 PM
mood: nolstagic
it has been so long since i have done that that i cant help it.
It has been so very long.
tears flow in that sweet, salty way. i flip through the pages. there was never once i havent seen it and cried. seperation and love, can be things so bitter, yet so sweet. all the hidden feelings of the world, all the yet-to-be confessed speeches, all the tears that run out, so bitter, so bitter you are seperated, so sweet to tell each other. the true words come out, memories, memories that go beyond earth, beyond heaven, buried deep inside, resurfaces. all the love, the laughter, the tender smiles.the deep regrets of what you feel, the how much you wish you just truly let go and love. after you loved, afer you loved so deeply, can you be seperated, seperated again. years of memories, years of friendship and love. your comrade, your friend, your family, can you simply with all your heart give her away. wont you inadvertently think of her, want her back.
to all of you, whom i had loved and treasured, with whom i have spent many happy times, happy years. All those whom i had laughed with, cried with, suffered with, enjoyed life with. There will always be a moment i would think of you, think of the tears rushing down, your doubled up laugh, your crazy squeals and all your little quirks. i will remember you as you are imprinted on my mind, the way you are truly remembered as. the way i loved you, the way i cried when i left you all. I will love you like i do, as always. my love may fade over time, my memories disappear. but the time i spent with you, will forever be in my heart, recorded down in the book of time, and never be lost. i will entrust you to whoever you choose, with earnest.
as we walk on our seperate paths now, i will think of you. Whether you are laughing, crying, in good times or in bad, thats how i will remember you. Thank you very much, for being there for me when i needed you. i may be on my way to a future very different from yours, i will still embrace these memories fondly. you are very much loved.